Monday, July 21, 2008

I am hoping to bring this blog back to life

I've been a terrible person, and neglected my blog. Here I am, halfway through the summer semester, home from a trip to Europe, and no one seems to know. Basically...my life is on constant GO. I go to class, I go to work, I go to class again, I go to ward activities and fhe, I do homework, and then somewhere along the line I try to sleep. I'm feeling better than I ever have though. I had an awesome experience in Europe, and I felt my confidence grow significantly. I am now a Gospel Doctrine teacher, and for the first time in my life, I'm not nervous to teach my peers. I feel like I can sing more confidently in front of people. I can make time for everything, even when it feels like I really can't. I for once have a great roommate that I can work happily with. cleaning the apartment and making dinners together, and the occasional movie. I am ready to accept my social situation. whether or not boys pay attention to me or not. I am ready to put my heart and soul into the marching band season, and cheer the BYU cougars to an undefeated football season :) I can take control of my life, and be happy about it, and confident in the person I am. I have a good life..I am blessed beyond belief. I have an amazing family that supports me in everything I do, and knows that I am doing the best I can. I have things I can work on, just like everyone else, like a coherent thought every once in a while, unlike this random spewing of thoughts, or my art skills, which need to be drastically improved. I'm still working on smiling more and being social, happily. I need to accept who I am, and trust in God's plan for me.

Life is what I make it...and I am happy.

1 comment:

Cari Dahl said...

I'm incredibly thrilled that things are going so well for you.

Cheers.